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Secluded spaces that speak to us both
Gains consciousness eventually filling canyons
Without the completed piece
A strange looking vase
It's finish overhearing that I'm staying up late
Staying up late
Inside her franchised heart incubator where the
Lights are off and the windows are closed
Theres only 3 people in proximity
But they don't exist to me,
They don't exist at all
The heater is exhausted and on its last legs
But the visitors are still somewhat thankful
And once I decide to return back home
I'll knock on the door to ungreet you, love
Making more eye contact than I have in months combined
My heart racing, regretting my decisions
But they're irresistible to my brain
And I can't make up my mind
No I can't make up my mind
And I can't make up mind
No I can't make up my mind
At night I dream that I'll never return
To this unique, clusterfuck place
And your touch reignites the joy
Of the surrounded entities near you
Now I know, I won't come back
Stranded in the sea, not for long
Not for long
Not for long
Not for long
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I've been running around in circles
Pretending to be myself
Why would somebody do this on purpose
When they could do something else?
Drowning out the morning birds
With the same three songs over and over
I wish I wrote it, but I didn't so I learn the words
Hum along 'til the feeling's gone forever
Took a tour to see the stars
But they weren't out tonight
So I wished hard on a Chinese satellite
I want to believe
Instead I look at the sky and I feel nothing
You know I hate to be alone
I want to be wrong
You were screaming at the Evangelicals
They were screaming right back from what I remember
When you said I will never be your vegetable
Because I think when you're gone it's forever
But you know I'd stand on the corner
Embarrassed with a picket sign
If it meant I would see you
When I die
Sometimes when I can't sleep
It's just a matter of time before I'm hearing things
Swore I could feel you through the walls
But that's impossible
I want to believe
That if I go outside I'll see a tractor beam
Coming to take me to where I'm from
I want to go home
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False Reality!
02:45
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Distort my life when the simulation starts
When reality turns into a guess
Reset my mind once the Earth ends up in knots
How my brain only counts stars that shine
Forget me like it's the last time
You wanna die
Pluck the strings
Of the dreaded sky
You wanna see
I know you wanna hear the words, "I surrender"
I know you wanna float away
I know the worlds gonna end but
The static will remain
Stay with me
Stay with me
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We will fade away tomorrow
Once the day is done
I'll leave behind what I stand for
When I leave this Earth
Hoping tomorrow brings solstice
Closure to receive
Distorted feedback we've borrowed
From my crowded brain
Headbands tied to rusted black hooks
Hanging on my door
Correlate to melted sorrow
That I once believed
(I felt like it was the end) (I do not want to go home) x4
It's too much for a little girl
Don't take me back home
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Bittersweet Destination
03:29
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Mindless soul commence the ritual where I die
Before my goals are reached and soon then, I'll find
A father who neglects me and a mother who's kind
Count on my fingers for every time, I survive
Notice a default atmosphere
Suddenly troubles are thinning now
Finding comfort in difficult spaces
Leaving home, things won't change
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Stranger
05:48
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All that's left is a shell of me
Withering away it seems
Predictable forecast never seemed so different
But who am I to blame
Alone in my room, twirling curls
Grim consequences, when I stop pretending
I'll cover my ears with safety
And never speak again
Core sensation, nostalgic life
Throbbing heart, and endless fights
I feel too sick, and need to leave
Before I kill my home
I know it's never gonna happen
But it's the thought that kills me
Surrendering at the bare minimum
Self awareness is fleeting
I'm tired of all these makeshift lies
I don't even know what you're like
But you see, my imagination improvises everything
Like an endless scene filled cycle
And once things start to not go my way
I'll take it pretty bad
But we all know that it's for the best
So I'll suffer anyways
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Etherealized
04:07
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I've been staying up 'til dawn
Just to regulate what's left
It's clear that this isn't real
So when will I surpass?
You're older than me
But I think it's fine
You don't know me
But you know my type
Quiet, but obsessive
Seeping into your eyes
Just to roll them from intimidation
It aches me to say this, but
What hasn't existed
Is what fills the gap to pursue
And I'm tired of feeling like things have to be contained
The same human emotion through boosted speakers
Run my fingers through your hair
In a perfect world
Resort to words, remember to breathe
Subconsciously lying to my face
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She lives in this house over there
Has her world outside it
Scrabbles in the earth with her fingers and her mouth
She's five years old
Threads worms on a string
Keeps spiders in her pocket
Collects fly wings in a jar
Scrubs horse flies and, and pinches them on a line
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
She has one friend, he lives next door
They're listening to the weather
He knows how many freckles she's got
She scratches his beard
She's painting huge books
And glues them together
They saw a big raven
It glided down the sky
She touched it
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
Today is her birthday
They're smoking cigars
He's got a chain of flowers
And sews a bird in her knickers
Oh
Oh
Oh
Oh
They're smoking cigars
They lie in the bathtub
A chain of flowers
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