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Look at me now, I am where you said I'll be
Plans don't work out and I think you're mad at me
I didn't stay, I skipped class today
(I don't even know how many years I'm gonna live after this)
I told you that I couldn't do it anymore
And I won't
No I won't
No matter how I'm reassured, actions speak louder than words
Watching you cut me out and stab me in the back fucking hurt
I ache to progress, and I ache to just go back in time
God knows I must return and take back what is fucking mine
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Goodnight, Etc.
02:16
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I took your air and let it become my new source of oxygen
The light was focusing on you
The glow on your skin lured me in, and I stayed
And now, co-existing, I can feel safe
Your touch exceeds my every standard
You feed me with lies and I take every chance
I have to embrace you, I go through the world
To experience it once again
Don't change for me
Don't change for me
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My spine is filled with so much anger
But I hope you've collected your thoughts
I will still contact you, but I wish that you'd talk first
And I grieve alone, go through everything alone
Which I'm used to but I started to get less used to it
I realize my mistake now
Said you tore me apart
And I'm not opposed to that
I couldn't help but call you back
To search for traits I clearly lack
And I shouldn't say I'm sorry but I'm
So fucking sorry
It became symbolic at the press of a button
It became a nightmare that never bloomed into a discussion
And I think I'm over it, yeah I'm really over it
I think the void in my heart's healing
I woke up with a purpose but I don't think I can handle
Another relationship that can just turn into a scandal
But I think I'm over it, yeah I'm really over it
I think I don't need you anymore
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Interlude (I Grow Awake)
02:06
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I'm free
But why do I still feel empty?
Is it good for me?
My friends say it is
But I do not believe them
I do not believe them
I do not believe them
I do not believe them
I do not believe them
The daylight glows on our thickened porch steps
But unconsciousness denies our interactions
It converts itself into a pale, current-fueled lake
And as the afternoon passes, I grow awake
I become so tired of the past
Connections that never last
Why can't I hold anybody close?
Or look into their eyes, and love them the most
I wish it were you but we grew apart
Despite saying that we would last forever
Last forever
Last forever
Last forever
Why won't we last forever?
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Hourglass
03:21
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There's nothing I regret more than the past seven months
I always wish I had self control when I came back to you
But this time felt different, I became transparent
I forced myself to move onto every better thing
Nothing is exciting to you
Unless it involves somebody else
Every opportunity I had
You never cared
You're the idea I craved so much
But nothing like how I imagined
Every time it ticks, I'm ripped apart
I wish we could go back
But now that I know you don't value me
There is really no point in continuing
We can't just be friends
We can only exist in different worlds
You spew jealousy
And break my every boundary
Yet I still come back because I love you
You took my effort and gave it away
You stole my time and made me feel safe
You say you love me but over the phone
That is a lie because I know you don't
I loved you so much, I did everything you asked
You were upset that it just moved too fast
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Grandfather
01:13
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We were once together
What was your intention?
To cut and paste ourselves?
To extract me out?
Is she even happy?
Receiving your love
Because I know I was
But now I am corrupt
I hope that she knows
That she'll end up hurt
It's an endless cycle
That we will fall into
And this is your fault
Yet she's not involved
She's just a better me
So I hope you're happy
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In the depths of your head, I never saw change
But now you're standing, aching for the
Future to slip through our grasp
It's causing some pathetic relapse
Our eyes converge at a pause in time
But all I see is a stranger
That grew up knowing, his own fate
And I don't even recognize his face
In silent hours, as I pass you by
I whisper a hesitant, exhausted goodbye
I know you, always act so trusting
Because without me you would have nothing
And I wish that you'd stay at our place for the night
But you don't see your worth, and I contemplate mine
And through all our success, I still lie so frail
It sucks that through everything, we always fail
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Pulling myself apart, placing the pieces on your skin
No one's in, so I'll find a way to cleanse your soul
And no one will know
The ghost of you stares at me through the mirror and socializes with
The future ghost of myself
You can see it be conceived in my eyes
And flushing throughout my veins
I swear that I'll forget your face
And I'm unsure if I will feel the same
But I desperately want to
So that the idea of you
Can just guide me through myself
And I know this is a cry for help
Yeah I know, it's a cry for help
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